Lessons learnt

I cry myself to sleep
It's the only way I can let it go
Thought I would get right back up on my knees
But I got stuck, disarmed by my doubts
With nothing left to fight

They say you gotta find something, someone
Who makes you care enough to try
But can you try everything
Go all the way
Without losing yourself
And your mind
And your mind...

Cause I've been there and back again
I've been broken in countless pieces
I've learnt it doesn't matter
How you kill the pain
There are some things that just can't be fixed

So I let the people talk
They can't understand what I'm going through
They might as well think
That this was my damn fault
Cause I couldn't, cause I didn't stop you

They say you gotta find somewhere, somehow
Where you can start a brand new life
But can you leave everything
And never go back
Without losing a part of who you are
Who you are...

Cause I've been there and back again
I've been torn a thousand ways
I've learnt it doesn't matter
How much time you wait
There are some things you just can't forget

Cause I've learnt it doesn't matter
How much you blame yourself
There are some things you couldn't have changed

Ohhhh but I don't give a damn
Cause it makes no difference
No it doesn't help at all
Cause I couldn't, cause I didn't save you