I make movies in my head
And always the same film in the head, in the head
And in my heart, in my veins
I heal my pain
The past is behind me
I see my future in front of me
The cameras start rolling, rolling
I see myself spinning and spinning
I cry in the rain
To heal my pain
I feel like deja vu, again and again
Because it's always the same nightmare
I always end up right there
And I'm afraid to be alone
I don't want to cross the unknown
So I close my eyes
Then I open my eyes
But my pain is still there
Because my happiness is still not there
And I make movies in my head
And always the same film in the head, in the head
And in my heart, in my veins
I heal my pain
It's still the same pain
And still the same pain
Because I don't know how to be happy
So I hurt myself because I'm unhappy
And I'm afraid to be alone
I don't want to cross the unknown
So I close my eyes
Then I open my eyes
But my pain is still there
Because my happiness is still not there