Underworld

I feel empty, I feel down
Lost in these thoughts of mine
It’s such a mess in my head
Cluster of thousand things unsaid

I feel stuck, stuck in the silence
Lost for words that could express
Why none of this does make sense
In the depths of my distress

It’s just a day like any other
And you would never guess the fire
That’s been burning in my mind
For longer than I can remember

I’m just another soul in pain
Hiding behind a careful smile
Not finding someone here to blame
For the battle raging inside

I feel haunted, I feel cursed
Lost in a never-ending nightmare
My voice calling out for help
Bound to be left unheard

I feel powerless, I feel useless
Invisible in the crowd
And be myself seems so pointless
That I’d rather be no one

It’s just a night like any other
Fighting restlessly in my sleep
Demons that are way too real
And won’t let me get away

And waking up is not any better
Leaving me so confused and torn
Between facing the blinding light of day
Or going back to my underworld
My underworld…